I was just posting to see how everyone is feeling. The last few weeks I have been feeling very optimistic!!! I'm very excited to meet my first little baby! She is due 6/8/08 and I'm pretty set on the name: Alaina Jane. I think its adorable :) Anyways, I have fleeting moments of anger towards the father daily but, like I said they're fleeting...which is very promising considering how much it's tapered since he left me as soon as he found out. Oh which reminds me, I should give a little background on myself: I'm 23, father is 23 as well, we only dated for about 4 months and he was pro-adoption and anit-anything else. Whereas I have pretty much been pro-parenting from the beginning. We're both college graduates who were very independently selfish when we found out (i.e. going out to bars on weekends, not really having a care in the world!!!) but its amazing how much your way of thinking changes when you've got a little one on the way. Ahem, I need to edit that, It's amazing how much MY way of thinking has changed...his has not at all. Well, I'm sick of typing already so I'll catch up with you guys later...I'm sure I haven't ran out of things to bitch about yet :) Lol. ↓
