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I didn't know where to put this, so I chose what I thought was best.
I'll give you a little background to make more sense. My husband is currently on a one-week lay-off, so he's watching our boys at night so I can sleep longer since I'm working. Also, we're co-sleeping, so I'm used to both boys and husband in bed with me.
Last night I had a dream that I woke up to find our twins and my husband not in bed. So (in the dream still) I walk downstairs and find my husband asleep on the couch, Maddox in the swing sleeping and Maguire on the floor cold and still. He wasn't breathing!!! I was a lifeguard for years, so I have training in CPR, but in my dream I couldn't remember how to do it. SO terrifying. The worst part was, I woke up to my alarm to find myself alone in bed. I ran downstairs to find - you guessed it- my husband asleep on the couch and twins in the swing and on a mat on the floor. Thankfully they were both just fine. I'm sure everyone's had a moment like this.
But it was certainly unsettling to wake like that with a sense of deja vu. Interesting how even in sleep, I could subconsciously tell they weren't in bed with me.
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