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ME AND MY BF BEEN TOGETHER FOR 6 YEARS WE HAVE 2 KIDS 2GETHER HE LOVES ME DEARLY IM LIVING AT HOME WITH MY MOM I GOT HIM ON CHILDSUPPORT BUT HE DOESN'T EVEN COME SEE HIS BOYS THAT MUCH HE GOES OUT TO HAVE FUN WITH HIS FRIENDS DRINK WHILE I BE HOME DONT GO ANYWHERE DONT HAVE ANY FRIENDS JUST TAKE CARE OF OUR KIDS HE CALLS MAYBE LIKE 4 TIMES A WEEK I LOVE HIM SO MUCH BUT I WANT HIM TO BE APART OF MY LIFE AND OUR BOYS LIFE TO BUT ITS ALWAYS SOMETHING ON WHY HE CANT GET OVER HERE HE DOESNT HAVE A CAR YET BUT THATS NOT AN EXCUSE IS IT? HE SAY HES BEING FAITHFUL TO ME I BELIEVE HIM OF COURSE BUT SOMETIMES I DONT KNOW WE USE TO DO A LOT OF THINGS TOGETHER NOW ITS LIKE HE COME WHEN HE GOT TIME I DONT UNDERSTAND IS IT ME? DONT GET ME WRONG HE LOVES AND CARES FOR ME I WILL NEVER DOUBT THAT BUT I JUST WANT TIME WITH HIM AND FOR HIM TO MAKE TIME FOR OUR LITTLE BOYS I MEAN WE HAVE A 2 YEAR OLD AND A 4 MONTH OLD AND ITS LIKE I DONT KNOW IM JUST ALWAYS DEPRESSED OVER THIS WHEN I CAME HOME FROM THE HOSPITAL WITH OUR SON I DINT GET ANY HELP FROM HIM I WENT THREW POSTPARTUM ALONE I JUST HAD A C-SECTION IT WAS HARD FOR ME TO GET UP WITH MY NEWBORN PLUS TAKE CARE OF MY 2 YEAR OLD SOMEBLODY PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK I SHOULD GO ABOUT THIS.