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Okay, I see the Vent out Corner is getting pretty long.. so I'm gonna vent on my own...!! I hate the fact that I had to wait 5 months to be able to see my obgyn, and when I finally got to see him, he creeped me out! Tells me my due date is August 5th. I continue to see the fungus face once a month, up until June, at which time he tells me "your baby is measuring a bit small", so he sends me for my 2nd u/s. Fine. I then start to see him once every 2 weeks. "Baby is great!", he says, "but we're gonna send you to a Woman Center for Fetal medicine, for a biophysical, "too make sure". What do they tell me there? "Oh, no, baby is way small, we're gonna change your due date to Aug. 24th. However, we could be wrong too"! Then they also tell me if baby hasn't continued to grow more, they are going to take him out in the middle of July. So, the next week, I go back for another Biophysical, (my 4th u/s), and they tell me, "Baby IS growing, we're gonna leave him in, due date is definately end of august.". I'm thinking that these people don't know shit, by the time I leave. Jump ahead 2 weeks (during which time I get a horrible bladder infection!)... I go for my 5th u/s, more bad news.. not only has baby not grown much more, they wanna take him out forsure. I'm supposedly just about 34 weeks, and baby is only 3.2 lbs. So now I have to go for an u/s on the 15th of July, at which time they let me know forsure what they will be doing and when! Seems to me, my doctors don't know shit, and they aren't confering with one another. I'm right pissed off!!!! I know that a bladder infection left untreated properly can cause low birth weight, but my doctors still shrug it off as nothing. My first born was 5lbs 9oz, when she was born. And at just over 33 weeks prego with her, she was 3.9 lbs. But my doctors aren't considering that maybe I just have small babies. I'm so freaking mad that their only solution would be to take the baby out way before he's ready. Then they have the nerve to tell me his chance of survival is 97%. Sure, the odds are in his favor, but have a little decency A**HOLES! Don't tell me that there is a 3% chance that he could die, that's still too much info for me! So I'm sorry for venting, but I'm really pissed that the best thing for my baby, is too not be with his Mommy. Apparently, I'm no good for him. What, an incubator is?!!!! Bullsh*t! So, I've probably got a week and a half to go, then I meet little Gabriel, I should be happy, but really, I'm scared. Thanx for listening to me vent..
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