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Hello Ladies! Hope you are all doing well! I've had really bad allergies lately :( My morning ritual now consist of sneezing 6 or 7 times minimum and having runny nose! Is anyone experiancing that?
So this weekend I was little bit of a drama queen, my dad came to visit from Mexico and so my youngest brother and I hung out with him all day on Saturday, my brother is really really imature (23 rs old)and so he loves to make stupid comments about my weight and what my baby will look like...I really tried all day long to ignore him, but by 3pm I had a headache from his remarks(he likes to act up infront of my dad) anyhow, my brother knows I have a really good paying job and lately I've been making some pretty large bonuses...I am not a stingy person, infact I helped him and his girlfriend move out here to AZ with me, I let them stay at a 2bedroom apt I have here and I paid the rent for them and even let him drive one of my vehicles while he got him self a job etc..So anyhow, Saturday we went out to lunch and dinner, and he always expects me to pay and so since I only paid for my boyfriend and my father and not for him or his gf he threw a fit! He doesnt understand that I am trying to save money for this baby!!!! Plus I may be moving to Florida to be closer to my mother and sister, he is very inconsiderate..So later that night while we were parked at a Walgreens store (my dad was inside picking up a few items) We were sitting in the car and I was talking to my boyfriend and we began to play fight (not loud but just wispering)We were just kidding around and my brother exploads and starts yelling "Shut up Ann!" And I told him "I am talking to Joe not you" and he continued to yell, I was so fed up with him at that point that I got out of the car and walked back to his apt by myself and I cried the entire way there (15min) My dad later followed me and walked with me..but I cried like I have not cried in a LONG time, I am sorry girls to have to share all this drama I usually live a drama free life but ever since I got pregnant it seems like there are more and more situation that frustruate me! I have NEVER been a fight in my life with anybody and have no enemies, its sad to say but my little brother may be the closest to that, we havent talked since, I feel like he owes me apology! I feel like such a drama queen and maybe I over reacted but he just doesnt understand how it feels like to be pregnant! He called me fat all day (I've always been a bit chubby since I was a kid) So everytime he would see a fat girl/boy he would be like "That is what your kid is going to look like" SOOOO ANOYING!! :( Also my boyfriend told me when I got out of the car my brother brought up the fact that I was being pissy all day and that is why was unwilling to pay for his dinner! ugh! Which is not true, I am just so OVER supporting him and his GF plus I had paid for the dinner on Friday night(which was my boyfriends 45th b-day)
Anyhow, now that I am done venting, I changed my schedule at work and am now working 6AM to 3PM so I have time to go to the gym! Thanks for reading this, I just had to vent I know you ladies will understand me better than anyone I really know because apparently people who really know me think I am loosing my mind and I am trying to use the "I am pregnant" card.

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