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please help me make my decison!!! and dont bash me for this but (its kinda long but thanks for reading) i have been dating this great guy for about 2 years we are planning to get married in a couple of years when money is better and "wayne" finishes college. I just recently 8 mos ago lost my job and wayne and his dad said i could move in with them.....it has been going great until recently when i found out i am pregnant...here is my problem,,,,,,,,,about 6 months ago wayne was getting ready for work and well we had a real quickie before he left......i stayed in bed and napped for a few mins or so and got up to get cleaned up ....i thought waynes dad was gone to work also and i was naked walking to the bathroom down the hall when waynes dad came out of his bedroom and there i was with nothing to cover up with........i was so embarrassed and in shock and he just kept looking at me ....i couldnt run or do anything but stand there .....then i noticed he was rock hard .....when he seen that i had noticed he was embarrassed ....and said he was sorry but he called into work that morning and had over heard our quickie and had gotten aroused and he was ashamed of it (see his wife died 2 1/2 yrs ago and he hasnt dated since he is depressed so about it and when he heard us is just sparked something in him) well i told him it was OK and i was sorry we had been so loud because i thought he was at work....well he told me how beatiful i looked standing there in front of him and how lucky his son was to be able to enjoy my body .....and i was so turned on and he was too still....and next thing i know is i was in bed with waynes dad makeing sweet love to him for hours that day.....please dont bash me i know deep down this was wrong but damn this man is so good in bed.....i mean wayne is good to but his dad is wonderful and can go for hours and hours and never loose it...wayne can go for about 20 min and cums and it is OVER for at least 6 hrs he cant even get hard again......well we have been keeping this from wayne and his dad calls in ALOT from work and we spend the entire day in bed ......he had done things to me i nerver though possible!!!!!! well as you probably guessed i was late and took a test and it is positive and i am not sure what i should do.....should we tell wayne about our affair???? or should we keep it a secret and let wayne raise the baby thinkin its his ???and no i dont know if it is waynes or his dads.......i know yall think i am a slut and deserve to be stuck like this but really i am not ....i just got caught up in the moment (s) and was swept away and i will not abort this baby no matter who is the father it didnt ask to be caught up in this sticky mess.....please give me advice dont bash me thanks so much ashley d

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