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6 posts on this thread and the last post was on August 20th, 2006 4:50 PM

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pinkbo0tlace - August 18th, 2006 5:18 PM

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I don't care WHO thinks I'm just NUTS - I really just need to vent! I HATE THE FATHER OF MY CHILD!!! I WANT TO MURDER HIM!!!!! He is the MOST selfish, self-absorbs piece of YOU KNOW WHAT that I have EVER met!!!!!!! So, last night I called my EX to tell him what [almost] happend to my daugher (she was almost hit by a car, but she didn't! thank god!) and he was the most crabbist ass ever (as always - I dont even know WHY i care about him..) so he took his bad day out on me, told me to F myself & hung up. So an hr later I called him to see if he wanted me to pick him up & talk about his bad day.....first, he picks up & then hands up, then I'm like...what the heck...so I called back and his "lady friend" who he has been sleeping with TWO DAYS after he left me april 23 because I didnt have an abortion answer the phone in a sexy voice and goes "mmm...were sleeping" and hangs up. Okay..im i'm like WHAT THE HELL!! so I call back and she she was like "we are trying to sleep! he doesn't want to talk to you". So, whatever. I am SICK OF THIS BASTERD PLAYING GAMES!!!!!!!! One day I'm good enough to sleep with, then next week i'm just dirt on his shoe! All along he was saying that his "Lady friend" were using condoms, and then with me not (I know, i shouldnt have been still sleeping with him but its hard because i love him...) and i find out i have an EFFIN STD!!!!! ISHHH!!!!!! HE GAVE ME ONE eW. Anyways - moving on...so I went over to my grandmothers BAWLING this morning & she told me to change my number and delete my myspace, so I did. Then I called him from a private number, and told him that his wish was granted & that me & his SON will fall off the face of the earth and he said he wasn't sorry for letting his ugly, over grown beach whale of a whore "friend" answer the phone! ERGH this just raises my blood pressure!!! LOL. He told me on the phone he will "be involved with me once the baby is born" LIKE HELL HE WILL HAHAHA HE IS CRAZY!!!!!! Sorry for venting but I don't really have many friends since I moved out on my own, and since Alan left me because everyone he hung out with...i did too! and he was closer to them so when he left me there went everyone else! =) Thanks laides haha ;)
Ashley

mischelly30 - August 19th, 2006 12:27 PM

Ashley, I just wanted to say how sorry I am that your ex- is such a jerk. I hope things look up for you.

pinkbo0tlace - August 20th, 2006 12:05 AM

thanks mischelly!! how have you been? when are you due again?

Franny - August 20th, 2006 6:55 AM

Hi Ashley, I don't think your nuts, obviously just very angry and venting and hopefully feeling a bit better by now. I hope this forum is your place to vent such sentiment as your opening sentences, "I HATE THE FATHER....I WANT TO M$y to your son. There must have been something you enjoyed or even loved about your ex...and at least he wants to be involved somehow in his son's life, don't you think his involvement might be of some benefit to your son...? As for your STD, my first one did not appear until I was pregnant! My dr. said that many stds can be dormant for a significant amount of time before they appear. Anyway, you said yourself he began sleeping with his "lady friend" 2 days after he left you...or did you start sleeping with him again...? I am sure it is difficult but it is important you relax and enjoy your pregnancy, for your baby's sake. No more venting : ), it stresses the both of you. Good luck!

pinkbo0tlace - August 20th, 2006 1:23 PM

lol Franny, your a doll :) Thanks hun! <3

mischelly30 - August 20th, 2006 3:20 PM

Hi Ashley, I am due in 6 weeks! When are you due again?? Well, I give you props for still dealing with your ex-. I tell you, breaking contact with my ex- and letting my lawyer handle him was the best decision I ever made. Frankly, I have a much different opinion than a lot of others in that I feel it's best for the child to have NO biological father around, than to have a biological father around who is abusive, manipulative, and an inconsistent presence. That's the psychologist in me talking :)

pinkbo0tlace - August 20th, 2006 4:50 PM

you are so right mischelly. My grandma said sometimes it's best to NOT have the father around if the father would do more damage being around then not. I'm due November 29th.

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