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I was in a long term relationship with the love of my life. We had just talked about marriage again. We had split up nine months prior, went to counciling, and we stayed living seperate. I got pregnant, he was so excited. He had excuse after excuse as to why he couldn't stay the night with me and yadda yadda. I started spotting one morning and tried to get ahold of him all day. I ended up in the er alone where they told me there was a sac and no baby, incomplete miscarriage. I called his mom in the morning and asked if he had come home the night before to find out he didn't even live there and had being seeing another woman the month before. Come to find out he had been cheating for 2 years. I was so devistated. I shut his phone off and told him I found out. The next day I went to my OB and found out I am 5 weeks pregnant not 8, so everything was fine. I emailed the father and got no reply, the last he knew I lost the baby. His mom said he didn't say anything about it. He is active in his other child's life. I am so heartbroke and don't know how to get through this. I want to be strong but feel like I can't. I am 26, in nursing school, and landed a horrible man. Any advise?