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i feel so sad all the time now, im only 18 and 7 weeks pregnant, my bf just broke up with me this week because he wanted me 2 have an abortion an i didnt want 2, the thing is he already has a daughter 2 sum1 else and i think the mother of his daughter is not letting him see his daughter coz im pregnant 4 him. he has tried 3 ways 2 get me 2 have an abortion, first he tried hurting me so bad by denying he ever sed he loved me and now sayin he hates my guts and that im an evil witch coz i wont have an abortion, then he tried sayin he was gon kill himself if i had the baby, and now he is threatenin me sayin he will get his cousin 2 smash me so i have a miscarriage... i dont kno why he is doin this because wen i was late 4 my period last year and we thought i was pregnant he was upset 2 find out i wasnt and now that i am he hates me... i just feel so alone in all this and i dont want my baby 2 grow up without a father coz i know how hard it is as i didnt grow up with a father, i have so much support off my mum and family and alot of other people and they tell me no matter wat 2 not go back 2 him an 2 not let him have anything 2 do with our baby if he ever changes his mind about this, and i dont want 2 be back wit him but if he wants me back and wants 2 be apart of our life i dunno if i can turn him down coz i want wats best 4 my bub and i want it 2 hav a father. i havent been 2 work all week and will probably loose my job over this but i just feel too depressed 2 get out of bed, i already suffered from depression an now things see so much more worse its like i have all this support but i still break down all the time. i just wish he would take responsibilty for wat was his mistake aswell an it hink he should coz he is 5 years older and should b more of an adult than me......