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It is really hard, but I know it's the most loving and unselfish thing I can do. I am only sixteen, with no job, no money, living in a crowed house, and still need to finish h.s. I don't think it would be fair for my baby to have to grow up in a bad neighborhood and in poverty just because a condom broke. When there a so many families out there that can't have kids and can give him a life that he deserves. It is hard on me, and I try not to get attached, but I know that is impossible. I have a very loving supportive boyfriend and friends that are helping me through all this. It hard for my boyfriend because he wanted to keepit, but knows I am not ready to be a mother. We will be ready in another five to seven years. I want to go back to highschool then go to college. I know my child with understand one day that I did it out of love. I get to meet my number one choice for the adoptive family this tuesday, and I am very excited and nervous. well thats my story pretty much lol

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