6 Week S There Was A Heart Beat 9 Week S It Was Gone

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[email protected] - December 27

I found out really early that I was pregnant... it was a blood test... I was really sick and couldnt find out why... but blood work never lies... then when the blood work came in it showed positive... So I was pregnant... I was 6 weeks the first time i saw the baby... I was having bad pains and they sent me for an ultrasond... So now I was 6 weeks and everything was great... doc said she wanted to check on me at 9 weeks... so went in on the 21nd of dec... with the worlds new ways of finding thing... she couldnt find a heart beat... so she sent me to the hospital where they can make double sure... there was no heart beat... My auntie and 2 1/2 year old son was with me... when they where doing the ultrasound they had the moniter on over head... My son (sebastian) said " mommy look baby"... I started to cry... I was I going to tell my two year old son that the baby was gone... the next morning on the 22nd of dec... I check in the the hospital for a DNC... My auntie went with me and at this time I found something out... Not only did I sufer from losing a child she did to 15 years pervius... the worst part is the day I had the DNC was the same day her baby girl would have turned 15... Now I sit here night after night woundering if I will ever have a nother child... woundering if I will ever get past this.... I know I will never forget... but this pain hurts so bad... and it's just not over lossing my second child but having memeres come back for my auntie... all this and more came in between me and the father... he's on the eged of killing him self but at the same time worried about me... why I dont get... after all three weeks after we found out about the new baby... he desided to marrie a complet stranger... but hey that's his problem right....

 

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