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I don't know what to do with myself, I had a miscarriage over 3 years ago being 3 months pregnant,I didn't know I was pregnant until I had the miscarriage as I had no signs, no weight gain etc. at all. However as soon as I was at the hospital having been told I had a miscarriage I was filled with distraught and guilt and have never forgiven myself even though I didn't do anything to make it happen. I was on anti depressants for 2 years after and then had to stop them due to a job I was starting. I seem to be more depressed than ever, can't be on anti depressants and am already at counselling. Has anyone else had this and had any ways of trying to cope? Thank you x