The Clean Slate Part 40

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Tasman Bay Butterfly - September 22

A place to start over with hope and support....

 

Tasman Bay Butterfly - September 22

To a wonderful bunch of ladies....

 

AllieP. - September 22

Good afternoon ladies!! I copied this over from part 39 didn't realize we were on 40 already! I just got back from my nephews b=day party! It was so cute. He got so many freakin toys! The boy is SPOILED! :) Haven't had a chance yet to download the pics but I will put some on my piczo site. Something a little sad...one of the moms couldn't be there, she was diagnosed with ovarian cancer not too long ago and it doesn't look good. :( I felt terrible and her daughters are so young! ugh!! I thought I was going to come back on here to hours of reading! :) It has been a quiet afternoon! KATHY- You go girl!!! That line on your FF page is darker than dark! Congrats! Tasman sounds like she has a good idea about calling hosptials near you. TORY- yes i know you were teasing! :) I was so down about Stef's loss that I didn't even want to think about testing! I may test tomorrow that will be 13 dpo but i am really going to try and hold out on Monday! I have two dollar tree hpt's left from last time. I am actually pretty relaxed about it all and i'm scared that if i test and it is postive than I will just start stressing myself out again and getting all crazy! LORI- you never know...pms and pg symptoms are so similar! No negative thoughts girlie! CYNN- I have to still check out your piczo page again to see these new pics of your bean everyone keeps talking about! :) =

 

Tory1980 - September 22

Allie, I get that. As much as I wanted to be pregnant I draded the thought of doing a test and seeing it come out positive! How stupid is that? Tha little + and the line scared the life out of me when I saw them and I did loads of tests - just to make sure! LOL! It has been very quiet here. I think everyone has gone into hiding!

 

Tasman Bay Butterfly - September 22

There are alot of sports games on today...LOL.

 

Tasman Bay Butterfly - September 22

Nite Nite, Girlies... It's been a long day, I can't cope anymore! LOL. Altho, I'm not looking forward to sleep per say because I've been having a bunch of nightmares, lately. Better luck tonight, I hope!

 

ChattyKathy - September 22

=) Thanks. I put a couple of pics up on my piczo page at the very bottom. Ugh, I signed up for a car wash fundraiser and I was out there in the heat & such and felt like I was going to pa__s out! Never had that problem last time as it was winter. lol Luckily I only signed up for an hour. I felt bad for not helping out more, but I was ready to get home, have something to drink, and lay down in my nice, cool apartment! BF and I are spending the rest of the weekend together, and I just cannot make myself clean =( Its so unlike me, but I guess that was another hidden sign? I've been too tired! Whats keeping me going is the thought of going out to a restaurant tonight! lol GOOD LUCK ALLIE!!! Hopefully this batch of goodluck will hit you too, and then we can be stressed out together. You'd think I'd learn by now that its OKAY, but I still get nervous every time I feel cm or get a little cramp. I've been trying to take it easy but oooooohhhh so much cleaning needs to be done! Thats too bad to hear about that woman. I have known far too many people to go to cancer. Its really sad =(

 

oncemore - September 22

Hi everyone. I have been around all day... just stayed away from the computer. I am pretty down in the dumps...since yesterday... I don't think I need to tell ya why though. I am trying to stay up beat because there is still alot of positive stuff going on! KATHY- that is such a positive line! You deserve this! I am happy for you! Take it easy with the heat and such. Being tired is one of the worst symptoms I think! Ugh! Sorry girl. ALLIE- the party sounded fun! So sorry for the mother who is dealing with cancer... that is so sad. Since yesterday afternoon, I dove into getting this memory book about Joey done. I want it to be complete and in my hands to cherrish by his due date of Nov. 25. I know it's hard for all of us to hear bad news... but I just couldn't shake it. I am a little better now and trying to keep my chin up cause after thinking about it for a while... I think that is what Stef would want us to do.... keep on keeping on!!!! Here's to you Stef!!!! You have given me so much hope and strength with the example you have been... you just keep on keeping on!!! I am proud of you! I need to step out side of this cyber box though and breath and remember what is good in my life! Have a good night ladies! Good luck with your testing Allie! I am not going to give up on this cycle for me either until the witch shows... so I am still hopeful!

 

oncemore - September 22

Kathy-- you are adorable!!! Even if you think you have a "sleepy face", LOL! CONGRATULATIONS AGAIN!!!!!

 

bb220 - September 23

Ok so here is an update on me its 11pm here. Just went to the bathroom and I had a brown discharge! Isn't that old blood? I called my friend who works at the MED (big hospital over here) and she says that it is old blood and it should be ok. Even though she is my friend I have to ask yall! I think that there is just something totally wrong with this pregnancy! Have yall noticed that this has happened to me for the past 3 weekends!!! I mean I had an ultrasound after the 1st time and the baby was fine, but I cant just keep getting u/s!!! I am so tired of this!! Sorry ladies I just had to vent so ignore me!!! Off to bed to rest!!!

 

Tasman Bay Butterfly - September 23

Good Morning, Ladies... BB, I don't know what to tell you, only that I've have shared your frustrations in the past. I know it sucks, but it's just a waiting game. I can only recommend throwing yourself into a good book or some other means to keep preoccupied while waiting for time to pa__s. Kathy, how was your dinner? Lori, I'm glad you are getting Joey's book done. It will help. How is everyone today? Still no AF for me, but that doesn't necessarily mean anything. If I'm not pregnant, I really need some help because I'm sooooooo over whatever is going on with me! My doctor here is not interested in the slightest. I can hardly get him to run any tests on me. He's nice but won't even give me a referral to see an OBGYN (UK rules GP has to give you a referral, he wouldn't even give me one in my last pregnancy.) Anyways....I'm rambling on. Just wanted to say hello. The longer I hang out with you girlies, the more I become attached to you lot! LOL. Hugs, Stef, wherever you are.

 

Tasman Bay Butterfly - September 23

BB, brown blood IS old blood.

 

Tory1980 - September 23

BB, brown blood is old blood but that was the only sign of my miscarriage in January and I had just slight spotting over two weekends. Doctors told me it was fine and not to worry and a few days later I found my baby had died. I am not wanting to scare you but the way you have been bleeding means there is something going on and the bleeding is continuing somewhere. You need a proper scan and make sure it is detailed in case it is something to do with the placenta. Tasman, I know what Doctors are like over here. You need to have three consecutive losses before they will send you to a specialist and if you are below 30 you need to be 'trying' trying for a solid year before they will consider fertility issues. That is no contraception and s_x approx 3 times a week. I am still surprised that PB has gotten a Doctor to do those tests. When I had cycles similar to hers after having Matthew and again after Joshua I was told I needed to take the Pill for six months to see if that would regulate my cycles so it is good her Doctor is investigating already. I told them to poke it though as I was TTC but they advised it wouldn't be a good idea. You can change Doctors or ask for a second opinion if you aren't happy with him/her and they can't refuse you. Hope all you girlies are doing okay. Hi Stef just in case you are checking in!

 

AllieP. - September 23

Good mornig girls! I was tempted to test this morning but i just couldn't do it yet. I think too when I go to test and if i am pg I want a nice dark line like Kathys was!! Plus my DH last night wanted to bd but I pretended I was tired and I got off the hook. I can't keep doing that! lol LORI- i think its really therapeutic for you to work on and finish the book on Joey. It will help you heal and bring some more closure (as much as it can). We'll all be here for you on Nov 25! Hopefully you'll have another miricle on the way so as your saying goodbye to Joey you'll be welcoming his brother or sister. Kathy, I saw your picture! You do look adorable. Every time I look at your pic I am reminded of my friend's sister. You two look so much alike! Very pretty. BB- I like Tory spotted brown for awhile like that which was my sign of miscarriage. Though i was only 8 wks. Any sign of bleeding the doctor should know about. I know you are worried about spending money with not having insurance but having a child in general is sooo expensive. You'll be spending thousands upon thousands of dollars like this for the next 18 years on your child! (or longer). I'm just worried about you. Tasman- it does sound like the docs are very laid back in the UK. Maybe try and find a different doc that may run some tests on you. Hopefully though no AF is a sign of pg!

 

AllieP. - September 23

My stats- I'm on cycle day 28, My temp today was 98.65 and FF says possible triphasic day is day 25 so that would be ten days past ovulation for implantation. Hmmm.... What do you girls think? Seriously? I want blunt truthful answers! :-) Though i know you girls are very truthful that is another reason why this thread is so wonderful!

 

Tory1980 - September 23

Allie, looking at your chart I would say you are definitely pregnant. However, I have never had a positive test any earlier than 14DPO and that would be tomorrow. Other people on this thread have had them earlier but for me I have had negatives at 10DPO, 12DPO and then the positive at 14DPO and they ahve always been Clear Blue. FRER always show up negative with me even when I have positives on other brands. For some reason they don't work for me. I had the weirdest dream about you last night. My brain was working overtime! I dreamt you were pregnant and it was with a girl! Very weird. I woke up about 4am and questioned what the hell I was dreaming about! LOL! You never know! Is hubby getting suspicious yet?

 

AllieP. - September 23

LOL I'm hoping that dream is a sign!!! I always wanted a girl first too and joke sometimes with DH if its a boy if we can "put him back" hee hee Though I know whether I have a girl or boy i'll love him/her just the same! I'm really trying not to get excited. I'm going about what I usually do and trying not to think about it. Right now I'm downing a cup of Regular coffee!!! I'm not going to feel guilty or be obsessed this time around if indeed I am pg! Not sure about DH. It may be in the back of his mind but since he doesn't like talking about it i'm not going to bring it up until i am holding a postive hpt in my hand! Plus today being Sunday all he has on his mind is Football!

 

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