Do You Feel Like Screaming

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clare - January 15

i just posted yes or no i would love your advice on that. please give me some answers my husband is there for me 100% but i don't think he we really ever understand what its like to go through this every month. Its an amazing feeling to think this might be, icould be this time, and as many of you i think i'm not going to get my hopes up. but lets face it we have to get exited. to me it fells like cristmas morning every day at the thought of being pg. then comes the period. i must admit its heartbreaking. i am due on today and seem to be going to the bathroom every 20mins and wipping myself to see. I'm trying not to worry but like many of you i want it so bad.

 

Jenna - January 15

lol been there hun. I usually psych myself out and i end up like a day or two late. but im 8 days late now, and im getting nervous lol

 

clare - January 15

8 days late good sign i will keep my fingers croosed for you in fact i will croos every pary of my body if it will help girls like us. its so hard not to get excited i keep looking at my nipples all the time to see if theres any change. its driving me crazy does that make sense to you or am i losing my mind.

 

Jenna - January 15

lol yea i musta looked at my b___bs 100 times in the past few days and just tonight i was like oh my god! my veins were bright blue and like raised a little and i said oh no cause i instantly thought of being pregnant with my daughter and thats the first thing i remember

 

Jenna - January 15

do you have aol or aim we can talk better

 

clare - January 15

my b___bs feel so tingly its like i can feel my clothes catching on them. i just run to the bathroom again because i keep getting that wet feeling you know what i mean and still no pink, but there is a cream like discharge.almost looks like spit.

 

Jenna - January 15

i dont have tingles really, just veiny and little sharp twinges here and there, and ive had heavy "spit snot" discharge since before i missed my period

 

clare - January 15

another thing i forgot to say was i wake up every morning with a headache. cramps are getting worse as the morning is pa__sing i'm shaking from top to toe. thinking please god no blood.

 

Jenna - January 15

I woke up with a BAD headache yesterday, and i have cramps, they feel like menstrual but theyre no wear near strong enough and almost feel like theyre pushing instead of pulling ya know what i mean? do you have aol or aim or yahoo id like to talk better off of this

 

Tanya - January 15

This other woman wrote a few days back that she's not sure if she's pregnant, but she does have sore b___sts, but maybe that's because she keeps poking them all the time to check! Ha ha, I thought that was really funny in a cute way! We must keep our sense of humour about this, otherwise it will drive us crazy!! But it is such a comfort to me to know that we are all distributed all over the world, standing in our bathrooms and examining ... thinking ... reasoning ... about all our signs, all hoping for the same thing! Don't get discouraged! When you stand there, know that you are not alone! Maybe at that exact same time I am also poking my b___sts as I drive to work or stand in the shower, trying to find some sign that could give me hope! Have courage and hope, it WILL happen for most of us!!

 

Jenna - January 15

Tanya are you in the "my b___bs are veiny" club too? :D

 

Cleo - January 16

I know exactly how you feel. My husband has been so supportive and generally wonderful but one day when I asked him why we have to go through this every month, he replied that I shouldn't take it so bad, after all, there is something wrong with me and not him. That was extremely hurtful. But besides that, every month feels like this is going to be IT. My still to be conceived child has more clothes and toys than s/he will ever need. And every month I get my period on time, every time. I go into total mad meltdown. I don't want to give up but I am starting to feel desperate. It is like taking an exam every month and waiting for the result is torture enough but then you keep on failing. And you don't know what the model answers look like, you don't know what to do to make things work the next time. I did my 2nd IUI this month and I am due my period tomorrow, and I am scared to death.

 

clare - January 16

hello cleo,we go through so much in life, all the ups and downs that every day life puts in front of us and we cope. but when the biggest thing you could every wish for never happens, if feels like theres no where to turn and no one understands, a man will never have the same feeling as us. it feels like my body is craving to be pregnant, but i am very lucky to have an amazing 6yr old son. we have been trying on and off for 2yrs now, and i am at the piont where i think it will never happen and i did give up on the idea, because every month i would end up in tears it was like the end of the world. but now i am late, i was due yesterday and at the momment no sign off my period, FINGERS CROSSED. but i wish you all the luck in the world and please don't give up, you soung as if you would be a great mom. GOOD LUCK CLEO.

 

johanna - January 16

doesn't it feel like those who don't want a child conceive instantly (like the one day they forget to take the pill), and those of us who are trying are having a harder time of it? no fair! i think some of it must have to do with our stress level and anxiety. anyone ever tried pre-seed lubricant? i ordered some for next month, as i had spotting (heavy) yesterday (then it stopped), but AF cramps today. i'm pretty sure she'll arrive today. good luck to you all!

 

clare - January 16

i think everything happens for a reason, our time will come. and its people like us that show the world how to become good parents. where i live there are alot of girls having babies or getting pregnant and them poor babies end up in foster care or being raised in bad conditions, and i must admit that makes me very angry. why are people like that blessed with a baby that so many families crave for.

 

johanna - January 16

did you read that "relax" post a few days back? i think the stress really impacts fertility more than we can imagine. but things will work out when the time is right and when our bodies are ready. as far as the girls having unwanted babies? it does seem unfair, and it just hurts me to think of their lives - both the kids having the babies and their kids.... but things have a way of working out. some of them, with extended family networks, end up being great mothers. so will we!! ;) hang in there. ***baby dust***

 

kati - January 16

i am going through that right now. i go to thr doctors on wednesday for a blood test so i should find out on thursday.....this is sooo nerve racking!!!

 

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