Not Sure Where To Go

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magealita - July 15

I am pregnant, about 18 weeks now. And I'm very unhappy. I can't stand my boyfriend. We met online , known each other for four years or so, but started dating long distance in February. He talked me into moving to the middle of nowhere since my business was failing. So now I am brunswick ga, pregnant, alone, filing bankruptcy, and having to scrounge to pay half the rent and most of the bills since he spends all his money on beer, fast food, and video games. He's 33 years old yet he spends all his time playing world of warcraft. He keeps telling me I need to buy this and that, and he doesn't understand why I am angry. I can't stand him, I look at him and I just want to vomit , cry, scream, all of the above. I yelled at him for drinking my bottled water that was supposed to be for my work, I need to keep hydrated at work and can't use my water bottle. After yelling at him for this he got super angry at me, and then It just aggravated my anger and he pushed me down and tried to hold me down , I ended up scratching him, and he said I kicked a hole in the wall, I don't think so. He's the one who kicked the hole in the wall. I just want out, but my mom won't listen to me, she won't take me back, and I have no where to go. Before I moved here I was living in Boise ID, where I spent several years with an ex who did not love me, but at least I did not hate him, and he did not get angry at me like my current bf does. I don't even want to be around my boyfriend, yet he makes me feel guilty for not going to eat with his family. Lately I have started binging and purging because of the stress, and I have frequent thoughts of suicide, but I don't want to hurt the baby. I just feel trapped and powerless with no where to go. I have no friends who can help me here.

 

Grandpa Viv - July 15

Call Amity House in Brunswick (912) 264-4357 and ask for help and advice. You need out of this relationship, for sure. Call sibs, uncles, aunts, grandparents, old school friends and ex for help getting your lfe back together. Chat with me (ppowb) if you need to talk. Good luck!

 

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