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KkKkKkK - April 2nd, 2005 10:42 PM

I am not wantin anybody to feel bad for me.. but this is a poem i wrote for my daughters DAD that doesnt want nothing to do with me or his daughter half the time!!

PleasE! (thats wut its called)

Why do I feel so hurt?
My heart feels empty
Inside like someone
Ripped it out and stomped
On it! All I do is cry.
Nighttime after her soothing
Bath, I hold her in my
Arms, cradling her, feeding her
And listening to all her bedtime
Songs. I just die inside, I cry
And cry when I know she’s thinking
Where’s my daddy? Hes usually the
One that puts me to bed after
Mommy gives me my bath.
All I can think about
Is him and her. I hate
Him for leaving us! How could
He do that to us?
What did I do as a mother
And as a girlfriend? It feels
Like I failed. I failed her, to
Have pushed her daddy away.
I hate myself for doing
Something wrong to make
Her daddy leave her. I wish
I could just do something
Right to make him come back.
Please daddy come back.
Come back to mommy and I.
She’s so sorry for everything,
She didn’t mean it. Daddy, mommy
And I love you very much.
All mommy does is cry, she doesn’t
Know I know, but I do. Please
Just come back and make her
Stop crying. I look in my
Daughters blue eyes and just
Wanting to know what she’s
Thinking and feeling.
Even though she’s little and
Content and wondering if
She’s hurting inside. Again
Daddy please come back and
Complete our little family.

If anybody feels the same way pleeese feel free to talk to me on this!!
I love my daughter to death but the thing is.. is that i kno deep down inside she misses her daddy, and i hate that she does that becuz he never takes care of her! NEVER! he comes and goes, but trust me i am tryin to take care of that! My daughter literally cries wen she knows shes going with him, like 2day for instance she cried the whole time she was at his house!! pretty sad eh? Cuz all he does is yell at me wen he does come around... u see?? Pleeese tell me wut u think! Thanks!


Apple Blossom - April 2nd, 2005 11:28 PM

You don't need him, you really are better off without him if he makes you cry! He doesn't deserve you nor his daughter. And don't you worry about your daughter, there are thousand of children that grow up without their father or biological father and are fine anyway, she'll forget about him after a couple of days without seeing him! How old is she by the way?


KkkkKKK - April 2nd, 2005 11:29 PM

1 month old today!! shes beautiful.. brown hair, blue eyes!! :) if u wunna see her go to Mercyoakland.com and go to babies online and type in 103174
Thanks hun!!


Apple Blossom - April 2nd, 2005 11:34 PM

ohh, I bet she'll be a heart-breaker when she grows up! You have a beautiful daughter, you are very lucky. Think about her and not about stupid and immature boys who don't deserve none of you. You'll see everything will be fine. Any place can be Heaven, if you let it!


Julia - April 2nd, 2005 11:50 PM

Well, I must say you are better off without him. That little girl and all her love will keep you strong. And never forget that you have someone else who LOVES YOU DEEPLY. Kiss her for me.:) (Nana Girl) Well you know the email address...............God Bless U!!!


kkkkkk - April 3rd, 2005 9:00 PM

Ya... Thanks Mom!! Luv u too!! :) n Apple Blossom.. if u need anything dnt be afriad to e-mail me Kae2869@hotmail.com!!
Luv u guys and thanks for sayin all that shit.. helps me alot!


Apple Blossom - April 4th, 2005 10:04 AM

you are very welcome, my email is soryu_ani@hotmail.com if you need to mail me too


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