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Hi everyone...I've been avoiding posting lately. Things are not good in my life right now (nothing to do with pregnancy), and so quitting has been put on a back burner, again! I hate that I cave in to the stresses in my life and continue to smoke, then feel guilty, then smoke again...it's such a vicious cycle. I do manage to stay between 5 - 7 a day, but that's not good enough!!! And I have a smoker's cough, which keeps me up at night--so every night I curse myself and say tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow. Blah, blah, blah....I want one now. I'm totally with you Sarebare, alicia and excitednewmommy. Athough Alicia you seem to be able to keep it to quite the minimum amount which is good! When I was 23 and pregnant with my first one, I quit too. It was easy then, smoking for 5 years straight isn't really that long (long enough though!), and I quit for 10 years and had 2 more kids during that time!!! I just can't figure out why, now that I'm older, and definitely know better! that I just can't kick it again....I started up when I got divorced in 1997 and haven't been able to quit since....and have been wanting before I even got pg. Well enough sobbing...good luck everyone--hang in there!

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