HI JONELLE!!!
It's been a long while..............I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU! I've often thought about how you were doing, but going on the site was too painful for me. A lot has happened. I have decided to part ways with my husband. Things were getting very difficult....we were really starting to resent each other, and being together to try and concieve was really the only reason we were together. I know this sounds so bad...but we lost touch with all the stress and the disappointments. I've been living on my own for the past 6 months. I really do hope he will find someone that will be able to make his dreams of being a father - come true. Unfortunately, I've had more issues. I was diagnosed with STAGE 3 (highest grade) of pre-cancer cells in my cervix. I had surgery LEEP last month to remove all the cells and am CANCER free right now but will have to be monitored every 3 months in order for it to not to spread quickly like it did. I am alone and doing a lot of work at repairing my heart....but, I am getting stronger and I believe that things happen for reasons. Someone was watching over me and didn't think "my husband and I " had it all going on in order to bring a little one into this world. I think it will happen when it's ALL RIGHT!!!!!
GOOD LUCK WITH everything and again....I am so HAPPY for you!!!!!!!!
Take care of those babies!!!! Lot's of hugs!
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