This is my fist pregnancy, I saw the Brook shields interview on Oprah, I was so scared and disgusted I called my mother balling. I am so scared that I will hate my child, I am so scared that I don’t want it, I am just fearful that I will become that. Right now am so excited and I feel so much love of this baby that I have yet to meet, but what if PPD kicks in???? OMG you have no idea how much this is tearing me up and how fearful I am.
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