It was the worst feeling of my entire life. I had little self control and felt as though my family would be better off without me. Lucky for me i had a Dr. who picked up on this immediatly. I spent time in the hospital and took edication that helped me get through one of the lowest points of my life. I read an obituary of a young mother not long after, who took her own life on a beach in front of her home. She tried to seek help and was turned away from the clinic as well as the emerg/dept, wasn't from not wanting to help herself, just lack of knowledge and ignorance. She was desperate for help, and wasn't taken seriously. She left a beauitful 2 month baby boy and a loving husband. They had tried for many years to have a child and had finally a dream come true.
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