Hey sweetie dont worry if is going to ha...

TO H - July 1st, 2005 1:38 PM
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Hey sweetie dont worry if is going to happen it happens and is horrible but there is a lot of thing you can do, i had my first when i was 19 and all my pregnancy i was scare to have postpartum depression because i would see it so much in the tv and the news that it would drive me crazy, so when the baby was born i had this horrible fear for about 6 months and would have horrible thoughts and thinking i wasnt goign to be a good mother or was going to do something horrendous like in the news, but in the back of my head i new i loved my baby and was just having this panic that i refused to stay alone and after 6 month i decided to go for help and my entire family was aganst me taking any medication but it got to the point that i was even lossing to much weith and i decided to go on paxil for a little while and got 100 % better never had any othe panic attack, but now i got pregnant again right when i was getting off the medication so i went off of it and was good for 3 months and then started having anxiety again and panic attacks and now is not about the baby is about me i tend to get palpitations and think that i'm having a heart attack so i freak out and got back on meds for a while until i have the baby and get back to normal. I hope this helps, good bless you.


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