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Hello Veronica and everyone! I am sitting here in tears as I am writing. On Thursday I was not feeling good and I bought a set of 2 pregnancy tests and they both were positive. I couldn't believe this after 2 years of ttc. I couldn't believe that the Clomid i ordered wouldn't be necessary. And 2 days later I started to bleed right after I...masturbated....and I went to the ER as it was Friday night. I wanted that pregnancy so much but my bleeding was with cloths already and I miscarried. I cannot describe with words what gult I feel right now. The doctor said that what I did wouldn't have caused miscarrige, that my body just doesn't want to be pregnant, but I know that the doctor just didn't want me to feel bad. I do not want to live right now. I feel worse...like a murderer.

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