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hello ladies

Im a 23 year old mom of a precious 10 month old baby girl.
I m/c last week,doctor couldnt find a sac,she couldnt tell i was pregnant at all in fact.it was my hcg levels that confirmed it,but it was a chemical pregnancy she suspected.
It left me devastated and EMPTY.Anyway,im ready to get pregnant again,and would love to have twins to complete my family.My doctor wont give me clomid ofcourse,but in my country u can get it without prescription from the pharmacy,so its pretty easy to access.
Im waiting now for af to show up,I have no idea when it'll show coz of the m/c i had,but ill be waiting impatiently.I have no problems at all,cycle usually 26 days,ovulate mid cycle.but to attempt to conceive multiples,Im planning to take clomid 50mg cd 3-7.
Im a coward though,I keep on thinking what if smthg happened,ot i had twins and delivered prematurely,or other horrible stuff.
plus,dh would love twins,but wont approve of me taking meds,sooooooooooooo,he doesnt know of my plan.
im also worried my doc would find out somehow,and i really dont want that.can she know somehow?
what do u think ladies?should i give it a shot for just 1 cycle and see if it works?or is it all too risky.
Im soooo lost,i dunno what to think.

ill keep u updated with my attempts and thoughts.
please id love to hear ur opinions ;)

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