Author: yas2000 Sep 23, 2005, 6:25 AM ...

... - October 11th, 2005 2:27 PM
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Author: yas2000 Sep 23, 2005, 6:25 AM (PDT)

thats ok...

initially i was getting quite annoyed with people telling me all this stuff...but everyone has an opinion and we should all respect each others....we think differently and we have different view on stuff...the lady who used my last posts to 'expand' on what she feels i said and how i said it....to be honest i didnt even bother reading any of it..gosh she must have had time on her hands...ellaborating....lol!!

its pointless...cause only people like me will understand what i am going through....just as only people like you will understand your strong opinions and your objections...
i have learnt in the last week to take things lighlty....so i won't let anyones post get to me...its my decidion, my body, my choice...
in the end whatever happens if i do get twins due to clomid...you may not be aware of it...but i do get the same care and options than anyone else will do in my shoes...it doesnt make me so different to them...(yes...you say...because i choose to put myself in that situation)...to me thats still utter palava..because how can your twins/kids be less precious than mine????woman who have fertiltiy problems constantly risk their health and that of their unborn children trying to fulfil their dream to bear a healthy child....so really..don't even go down that route!!!
as for everyone here...

i am preg and my hcg levels are very high...doc is booked me for a scan because i have started bleeding cd 18...am now cd21....this is a natural pregnancy...i just came of bc pills so he said it might have had caused me to overstimulate because i suddenly came off them mid pack!!!
although my hcg levels are very high only a u/s will tell...all i can do is wait an see...its booked for next week!!!
my ms is horrendous and i have gained 8lbin the last week!!!

i might have a threatened abortion and this pregnancy might be considerd a chemical pregnancy...if the bleeding doesnt stop so i am not getting too excited!!!!i will have to wait an see...i am neither sad nor happy...probably just normal....its happened before and this is soo early...although its a life just about to be created there is no heart beating yet,no limbs formed..if i have a mc i'd rather it happen sooner than later...

if i find out it was twins i would like to say my intiution was right all along....lol...

but it doesnt matter....i am quite content with my life right now....so this is no big a deal for me as i was waiting ttc next month....

anwyay,
take care and good luck with your pregnancies...baby dust to all....


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