i lost my identical twin girls on august...

Garys Girl - September 28th, 2008 4:59 PM
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i lost my identical twin girls on august 16th, they had twin to twin transfusion syndrome, the loss of these babies was the worst thing i have ever done, kailee and kilee basically starved to death, i had to go thru labor and everything, i got to hold them and kiss them and tell them i loved them and i got to walk away with out my babies... i am now obsessed with becoming pregnant with twins, i know i will never replace kailee and kilee, but i almost NEED to get pregnant with twins again. my dads mother had a set of twins that didnt make it, and my husbands grandparents had 2 sets of twins only one baby out of 4 survived. im almost 33 and im a little overweight, and my husband is almost 34, seems from what i read our odds are a little higher with my age, and i have had 4 children, plus a miscarraige and the twins, so i have had 6 pregnancies, i guess that is a plus too... ive read all of your suggestions and if anyone has anymore please let me know...


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