So I go on Monday for my blood test. This last round of clomid I took 150 mg. I really am hoping my levels have increased. Last time I took 100mg and my level was still only a 0.7. So, I am very nervous. I tried talking to my best friend about it, but she is pregnant (almost 6 months), and we have been through alot together. When I tried to talk to her about the way I was feeling, you know, sad, jealous, anxious, but all she could say was well I'm sorry but I'm not gonna stop being excited that I'm pregnant, I couldn't believe it. It wasn't even about that. I just needed her to be there to tell me it was gonna be ok. I feel like she is keeping a little distance between us. Normally, we are inseperable. I just don't know what to do. I try expressing the fact that I AM really excited and happy for her but that's it's just so hard when someone so close to you and that you see everyday is pregnant and got there so easily. It's hard to watch her belly grow everyday. Do any of you ever get a little jealous? If so, how do you deal with it?!
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