I had my baby boy on monday. He is a 34 ...

amanda - September 17th, 2005 4:57 AM
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I had my baby boy on monday. He is a 34 week old preemie, and doing great considering. He weighed 4lbs 10oz, and was 18 1/4 inch long. His apgar score was a 9, which is unbelievable. They think I can bring him home next week, because he is doing so well. The whole reason I had him so early by c-section was because I was having complications with my heart. I have a aicd in place for risk of sudden cardiac death, due to a rare heart disease called hypertrophic obstructive cardiomyopathy. I went through so much during my pregnancy, and certainly had anxiety. I worried so much! One day I picked up my bible to read it, and look to God for comfort, because at that point my family, friends, and even doctors could not fully convince me that I would be o.k. or that my little boy would be o.k.
I turned right to a verse that basically told me to stop worrying. Talking to God really helped me, and continues to help me. When I had my daughter 7 years ago c-section (without symptoms or even knowledge that I had a heart disease) I was nervous then too, but made it through and bounced back rather qiuckly. Hopefully I do with this one also, but for now I am extremely thankful that my son is doing well and I made it through to raise my two beautiful children, and my husbands two beautiful children. You will do fine, and who knows, you may not even need a c-section. If you do, try and stay awake though, it's worth all the anxiety, and panic attacks. I'll be praying for you. Hopefully you find some comfort in my story. Good luck to you and your baby.


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