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I appreciate the advice, missarose. I am not really letting money be the deciding issue here. Although my fiance does live like 45 minutes away from me, so we would have to find 2 different daycares because we work in 2 different towns and there are many other issues here. I really do not want to give the baby up but I also don't want my baby starting life going back and forth between 2 single parent homes with only one income at each home and us each having 3 kids to support already. I'm not trying to wimp out, I am just trying to think of what is best for the baby. He deserves a loving mother and father who are married and are great parents and are in one home. If I follow my heart, I would keep the baby, no matter what and probably be robbing my son of a much better life. I can't follow my heart because my heart can be deceived, I have to lead my heart. We are meeting with her sister and her sister's husband this weekend to discuss this issue with the baby. I have no doubt that her sister and husband will be great parents to him if it comes to that. God has given me peace in the choice to give him up, but I admit that when I think about it for very long, it makes me cry. I want to keep him, but he deserves a good stable christian home with both parents present to love him.

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