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I would never go to her house uninvited, she lives with her mom, step dad brother and sister. She is lucky to have a very strong family that helps her thru this stuff. I on the other hand work alone and live alone and i dont talk to my family, well maybe my dad once a month, so i have no one. I cant say i was really a happy person before i met her,when i did i was the happiest i had ever been. Both her and i drank and smoked weed everyday. Right now i am sitting here hoping she will cAll or text me back, this will be the first time she has accually just completely ignored me. If i get her flowers or anything it will probly make it worse as she doesnt want to hear that i love her or want to help or anything, she is very independant. Maybe im obessed with her but how can i not be obessed with this stuff, she is going to be the mother of probly the only child i will ever have. We have never even discussed the child or the future or anything, i want to make plans ect. We both come from broken families and that is one thing that i will do anything to prevent for my child. Thanks agian, i dont even know u but i have talked to you about this more then anyone in my life. Im about to text her please dont just ignore me or something like that, i dont think she realizes how hurt i really am. I mean what could she be thinking, im gunna have and raise this child by myself, it doesnt make any sense at all, before she was pregant she was the kindest and most caring women i had ever been around and thats what made me fall in love so fast. I have only told 3 girls i loved them in my life ( had sex with like 11 total ) and i still love them all to this day. Anyways it5 has helped me to talk to someone about my troubles and i wish i could give you any kind of advice but i have never been here or there before. One of my best friends got a girl pregant, she left him and got married to another guy while she was pregnant with his child, if something like that happens to me, my life will be over. In fact everyday i feel more and more that this is going to just totally fuck up my life.

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