it does get hard at times but you know i...

dymond - April 26th, 2005 11:32 PM
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it does get hard at times but you know ihear ppl that have a child that is as some put it "normal" but trat them like shit and say its so damn hard to care for a child and i understand that some have a hard time dealing with children but i have a beautiful angel that has some big preoblems and i dont think that its all that hard to be honest. i mean emotionally i lose it at times but from fear. she is a good baby-she sleeps through the night and everything. now that im nearing that one year mark my mind is steady with the what ifs and i know that even though i have been told she will not live past 1 year i know in my heart that she will. she has proven evry dr wrong so far. thank you for taking time to talk to me, i cant express enough how it feels to be able to come on after shes out for the night and have some one ask how my day was or what ever. thank you.


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