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well im doing ok. we had appointments today-the both of us. hers as great, but of course we were told more test are coming up since shes getting to that 1 year mark but as far as i go, not as well. i had alot of problems with hypertension -i started going into labor 4 weeks before i actually gave birth and i had slight seizure activity during labor and since ive had alot of problems with my blood pressure and its up again. but on the other hand i know what you mean by noticing how others reat their little ones. i even see ppl with their kids in the offices that do have disabled kids and treat them like its the kids fault-i cant explain how many times i had to up and leave he room cuz i was so upset and pissed at the ignorance of some ppl. i have realized that everyday that passes with my little girl is a gift and i try to ask my self everyday what did i learn to day? i beleive god gave them to us like this for a reason, to teach us of the strength you have and the miracles of life. and my god shes taught me so much. and i hear ya on the shit about ppl looking at u or ur kid diferently. i swear soemtimes i just wanna take some ppl out with some of the negative shit i get at times. i was actually at the mall once like 2 wks ago and an olderly woman asked how old elexsis was and i said 9 months and she gave me this disgusted looked and said dont you knwo that as her mother you should teach that lazy bbaby to hold her head up- she should be walking alone by now!! and walked away.....bu i try not to let things like that get to me.well duty calls.

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