Annie, you aren't alone on this one in my case. I feel alone and then guilty about this one. So many women just seem to love being pregnant, I can't relate. Perhaps I don't like change, and I know I am petrified of this entire process, including after baby is here. I just want my normal life back. I feel like my body is a machine, like you said, not mine. I have a hard time seeing the scale go up, even though I have only gained 3 three pounds! I know its going to happen eventually.
I can't wait for the day, its over and I have established some routine with the baby. This might sound really wierd to some, but I miss getting my period too. I just would feel myself again after I am back to what I am used to physically.
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