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Thank you girls for your support. It means alot. Well I decided the best thing for me to do is move out of my apartments. Oh yeah I didnt say before that we live in the same complex. Eventhough he is moving at the end of the month. I just need to get away from there. When I first told him and he said he was going to leave me if I did not have an abortion he told me what does it matter if you have an abortion, your going to hell anyways for sleeping with a married man and that hurt alot. But I think I am starting to get over this whole situation at least trying that is and hopefully things will be better in the future. I just need to stay strong for the baby and myself. He will only text message me but he will not call me on the phone so I guess that is a good thing. But I got kind of pissed b/c he had a set of keys to my house and he threw them away b/c his wife told him to. So I told him I should throw away his things then. UHH! Everything happens for a reason and I have already asked God for forgiveness b/c at least I can admit that I sinned but I told him if he wants forgiveness he ask to ask for it. He is not as spiritual as I am. I am just wondering now if his parents will be apart of this child's life. I know they are upset right now but hopefully they will come around. As for him I think he is just trying so hard to work things out with his wife. I guess that could be a good thing but I just she is dumb if she decides to stay with him not because I want him back though. They have been married for 3 years and he has been with me for 2 and other women before me. He has been cheating on her with different women since they had been married for only 2 months. Isnt that sad? Would he do the same thing to me? Probaly. She asked me if I think that he liked me. And I told her deep down inside I do believe that he loves me but not as much as he loved her. It's obvious to me who he chose. But I know from now on he will always be apart of my life.

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