thanks, for responding. I just didnt really have much of anyone to talk to. my family doesnt seem to understand, I have a great boyfriend now, who he supports in every way he can.
I had a bad situation while I was pregnant, my ex left when I was pregnant and a ton of other things happened after that.
I just dont know if I could do it again, which right now I dont think I could get pregnant, as much as I want to after losing Adrian at 5 months.
I skipped my period though, and think I might be pregnant, but I am also scared because I got something from my ex, and its something that doesnt go away, and I have to be extra carefully sexually, and that I now have a level 2 cervical cancer, and that it could cause serious birth defects to a baby.
so its all pretty scary stuff right now. my boyfriend now is great, and he knows all of that, I am more just afraid he would leave, just like my sons father did when I got pregnant, but as much as he says he wouldnt, he would be there for me. it still makes me wonder ya know? I dont know if anyone has ever been through that.
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