Laura - I am also seein a fert spec and he's running a bunch of test for chromosomes, immune sys, infec diseases, and some others. He said sometimes these don't show anything and in which case it is unexpl. mc. In any case, I am wondering if I should also see a high risk doc. I don't know what they do differently. Any light you can shed since you've seen them, will help me. Thanks so much. And very sorr you had to go thru your s-i-l's 4th - I can understand how difficult that is. I just went thru similar and it is really hard to show the happiness on my face and voice, even though in my heart and on my own, I am really happy for them. It's strange... but it is as if seeing a family mem or close friend with a baby suddenly feels like a black hole sucking life out of me and it is hard to breathe. :) Never thought this would happen to me. In any case, I do know and realize it is normal for these conflicting feelings to show up now when we're really wanting a baby and instead keep going thru m/c's - which no one knows about.
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