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Hey Shelley! I'm good and try to check in here often but it gets less and less. I use facebook a lot more to check in oneveryone. I would be so so so sad to see this thread die though you know??? I sometimes think to go back and find the first one and skim through and I just know it would make me cry seeing how far we have come. It felt so many times that I would never get pregnant and stay pregnant. Ah, anyways, stuff is going well but busy. Good lord I can't imagine having 3!!!!! 2 would be nice but the idea of starting the whole ttc process and then worrying about m/c, beta hell, ultrasounds and pregnancy just FREAKS ME OUT!!!! Maybe sometime down the road it will become less scary but who knows. I realize now how much harder I think another loss would be on me because before I had Ava a child between me and Jessie was largely theoretical. Now that we have her, if I were to get pregnant again and lose it I feel it would be truly more devastating than the losses I had prior to her if that makes any sense? Well, I'm tired and rambling, lol. Ava is in bed and I'm trying to get caught up on stuff but I'm procrastinating! Well I'll check in later....how is everyone else doing?

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