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Hello Girls! I haven't posted for good weeks now. I'm sorry. I have litterally been hiding. I had such ups and downs since Christmas! The situation is still the same. I felt so bad I couldn't even take the good news on forums such as this. I've been reading a lot about how to stay positive and how to deal with this situation. I just don't know what I am having such a hard time, because everyone else around me is positive.
Couple of weeks ago, we have seen our consultant to decide what are the next steps. This was the first time we've seen him since my lap/dye surgery in November. I saw someone in between only to tell me my test was all fine. He was very positive. Because my results are brilliant, he doesn't see the reason why we couldn't get pregnant naturally. We agreed we'll go on another 3 months without anything and then I could start Chlomid 50mg for 6 months and only then we would get reffered for IVF. Although the doctor almost "promised" me that it will never come to it. He's convinced won't even chlomid. Bless him!!! The truth is, why would a baby want to come to us now? Why would a baby want to come to this angry, frustrated, jealous women who doesn't actually believe in it. I'm trying very hard to change my mind setup right now. That's the hardest part!!!

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