The short of it...This is a LONG way from over...
Baby in 2009 is out...shoot baby at age 31 is out...I dunno how much more of this I can handle..
Okay - the long...
Last wendesday I went to check on the lining with the Dr after a demand on my own hunch and impatience...He discovered that all scarring was gone on both a 3d scan and a SGH...but for some unexplained reason my lining was only 3mm...he said not good...started me on 9 pills of estrogen a day and told me to come back today..He also told me I should go for an HSG (the dye test)- his exact words were "I seriously doubt they're gunna find everything because it all looks good but let's just double check to be sure" Meanwhile worst case scenario mentioned a surrogacy (if all drugs don't work) - I went home balling all night...Radiologist appointment Thursday - now that test was FUN! (sarcasm if u didn't know) anyway - test showed scarring blocking my left ovary...here we go again...at least I had a suspected explanation (well kinda - ) for the lining... Had to wait till today and it turns out..guess what...more surgery! I'm trying to set it up for next week...He said March 25th or April 1st - I seriously just want this overwith...not to mention that he said the other parts of my uterin lining should have built up by now and haven't (measurement today was 4mm - needs to be 8mm for normal healthy preg) So even with the surgery we still don't know if my body will recover...I am so dayam angry - the ahole who did my d & c shouldn't have even been anywhere near my fallopian tubes! So there u have it in a shortened nutshell...I don't know how much more I can take!
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