Thank you everyone for your responses. I am feeling recovered physically and emotionally now but feel the need to pull myself together every time I see a baby - especially seeing men with babies or hearing new dads talk about their babies. It would have been my partners first child so I was really looking forward to it. I know its not over and we have only just began. I want to enjoy the whole journey and not just the reaching of the destination of that Baby Land. I dont want to rush it by being impatient so I know I need to hold myself together and compose myself for the next BFP could be a while away..
Anyway we are back on the TTC bandwagon this cycle so fingers crossed xx
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