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Hi ladies, thanks for the kind words. Dawn, Its kindof strange, but Id rather have lots of symptoms, I would honestly feel better knowing that I still had pregnancy hormones in my body. I took the test for reassurance and it did the opposite. I wasen't feeling great and just wanted to see that I was pregnant. (losing so many its hard to believe sometimes that I am even pregnant).If I wouldent have taken the test I wouldent be as concerned. Helene, I am going to a family doctor who lives in an town 2 hours from me. He delivers babies and has a small portable ultrasound machine. He is a very good doctor and knows my history. I could go to emergency and wait, but they are really strange here when it comes to miscarriages, they will tell you to come back when your bleeding or they will book an ultrasound, but if its not a ectopic it might be in a few days. I once thought I was having an ectopic with my first loss. I had awful cramping on one side and they coulden't give me an ultrasound on the weekend because no ultrasound Tech works on the weekend, so I had to wait until Monday morning.It was two days I could have died if it was an ectopic, but they can't afford to have an ultrasound tech working on the weekends. I have lost my faith in the doctors in emergency, they really don't seem to care. I phoned my Obgyn's office to see if they had another doctor covering mine while he's gone and the office is closed. I really can't stand waiting and not knowing whats going on.If I was going to miscarry I was so prepared mentally when I was spotting, but I got my hopes up when I seen my baby and its beautiful little heart beating . I can't take this anymore either Im going nuts or I can't carry a baby to term anymore if my life depended on it.

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