Hey yall heres my story.I can't even begin to explain the agony that I'm feeling right now! I'm so hopeless, tormented and just want to die. Well I went thinking everything was gonna be ok like about 2 hrs. ago and to my surprise, I'm not pregnant!!! t's hurts to even say those words now. Because I never imagined the imaginable. I'm so depressed I literally want to die because I feel there is no hope in life without kids. I don't know what to think, feel, say or do anymore. I know that this must have happened for a reason but why I ask God. As soon as she said that it was negative my heart went into my throat and felt like I was being suffocated. I tried holding back the tears of sorrow and just wept out of control. I couldn't believe my eyes or ears as to what she was saying. But somewhere deep inside me I still think I'm pregnant and seriously it's not even wishful thinking or anyhting but I honestly still think I'm pregnant. I mean I've read so many stories on women that have had negative blood test but still were. I'm not all that hysterical or anything to be honest I'm just wondering why??? Someone please answer as to this situation! Thank you so much and God Bless!
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