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After the miscarriage I was so desperate that I wanted to conceive very quickly so I convinced my doctor to give me clomid... It did nothing for me, except screw up my cycles... I used to get AF every 28 days exactly but since clomid I have had 29, 30 and 33 days... the 33 days cycle was the hardest because my dh and I were convinced we were pregnant... every month I get so depressed when the witch arrives... I know I should feel lucky to have my two very healthy boys but when I think of the baby we lost I just get very sad and even though nothing will replace it I keep thinking that if I get pregnant I will think about it as much... We had already bought two strollers, and clothes for the baby... it is heart breaking every time I look at all the stuff and the dreams we had... I think it is unhealthy to keep it but my dh keeps saying for me to be patient and wait... he wants to keep trying but the BFNs are much harder on me as it is on him so sometimes I just want to give up but then I think about it and I just want to try again... I am sorry to ramble on... but its nice to talk to someone who can actually understand what we are going through in this ttc voyage... Are you taking your temperature and OPKs?

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