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hello everyone! i just felt as though i should drop a few lines to all you girls in such despair over this situation we have all found our selves in! i posted what seems like forever ago about the exact same sitiation! the last five months of my pregnancy was really difficult & trying! i just worried myself sick although, my dr. said not to worry! well, being a worrier by nature that is all i did is worry! in my silly mind i thought well since all these ladies posting on here had great outcomes maybe i was the ONE that would result in a downs baby or baby with a serious heart deffect! now my son will be 6 months old on the 9th of this month and is so perfect in every way! i made myself miserable for no reason at all! at the same rate, i thank God every day for allowing my baby to be born perfect! lean on God, he will see you ALL through! january a year ago i lost my beautiful little blonde haired blue eyed angel 2 year old daughter to a freak accident! i found out the day of her funeral that i was pregnant with matthew! i will probably not understand for a long time why God took the most precious thing in my world, if i ever understand! but, he has it all figured out & things occur in such mysterious ways! needless to say, my pregnancy was a difficult one! oh yeah, and the real kicker is that 12 days after the death of my daughter my dad lost his 5 year battle with cancer! but i am pleased to report that matthew is above average in all his little milestones! i am trying to deal with the healing of all my loss but, basking in the glory of another beautiful bleassing from God! please please please do not worry! i wish if anyone had any questions they could email me and i would be glad to answer them! i don't think exchanging emails is allowed on here, not sure but i will try anyway! it's carrollhammond at bellsouth dot net. another note, the spot stayed there up til my last sonogram at 34 weeks so i had a tough time waiting on delivery to see how things turned out! the anxiety just strengthened in the end for me any way! God bless you all & everytime i pray i pray for your peace of mind and perfect babies!

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