kimberly- did the thought of 3 completely overwhelm you before your 3rd was born? I have so many crazy emotions going on.....we never ruled out a third, but we weren't to the point yet where we were ready to take action and head back for the fertility drugs. I think I am just still in the shock mode. My first 2 are 4 years apart which is super! Now I will have 2 in diapers, which really freaks me out. there are other issues I am struggling with, seems selfish to explain them but for example I was finally putting myself first and taking care of myself and losing the weight that I had wanted to for so long, I wasn't to my goal yet but I had lost 17 pounds! Now I will be starting all over...minor I know! Then my husband and I were planning a fabulous trip to San Francisco for our 10th anniversary in June for a whole week, our first real vacation since our honeymoon! Now that is out the window too. I feel lucky to be so blessed to have gotten pregnant, but I feel so blue right now too. Hormones maybe! Plus I am just cranky with being tired all the time again, man this is hard!
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