Pregnancy Info HOME

Hey again ladies, once again I find some extra time. My lil lady is sleeping. She went out earlier to play...lol and decided to take a swim, in her clothes lol! She has had serious allergy issues lately runny nose, coughing etc, which is causing problems with her sleeping. However like I said before- i have a bed set up in her room, so mommy sleeps next to her every night. It helps relax her, and she sleeps through the night, but while she is sick like this it relaxes me to be able to listen to her breath all night.

I am having more and more contractions, and now HORRIBLE back pain right above my butt,which sucks because before everything was easy to deal with, but this hurts so much I can barely walk more than 20 feet without severe pain. I just hope she doesn't come earlier because I am NOT ready for her yet, the bassinet isn't set up, the room is still occupied by Frankie and I am enjoying my last 2 months of me and Alexa time... since after Alivia comes she is no longer Mommy's one and only. There is so much that needs to be done still!!! Her clothes need to be hung up, (which I can't do until Frankie is out) I have more cleaning in the house to do. And PHEW I have been nesting like CRAZY!! I have been scrubbing my entire house from ceiling to floor, everything has to be put away all the time, nice and neat, including things in DH's garage (which is drivin him insane!) And whats worse, Alexa has enough clothes for Alivia, but I keep bying new clothes for Alivia!!! They are just so cute, and small and its so fun....

Well Mothers day is sunday so Happy Mothers day ladies, we are all going to a Seafood buffet in Ocean City, snow crab legs, crab cakes, fried fish, shrimp, clams, oysters every thing you can imagine!!!

Well today was a half day for school so Frankie has been here most of the afternoon, but he was out to help grandad, who came over to cut the grass (we can cut our own, but he loves doing it, says it gives him something to do) Frankie is very helpful to anyone which is great, but I need my space and my previous life back so that I can prepare to add Alivia to it, I am afraid it will be harder with him here too. And working around his schedule drives me insane!!! I know I know it seems I am nonstop complaining, but I have been dealing with this for a while, and its driving me insane holding it inside. I have to buy tons more food, so I can feed a teenager, then I have to cook big meals while caring for Alexa (meaning feeding her and preparing her for a bath and such while cooking dinner), I have to be here when he is here, I have to schedule my trips out of the house around his school schedule... I feel like I have NO freedom anymore, I like to go shopping without having to rush home, even grocery shopping.

UGGGGGG!!!! And I am still waiting on the info from the lady at mom's nursing home so I can begin looking into the halfway houses.... I have told mom what I plan to do, and she remembers that I told her that!!! So I think she is looking forward to it, and with it taking this long, I am afraid she will become more and more disappointed, She seemed like she was looking forward to the move, and having more freedom, and I want to get her there ASAP!!

Also it looks like Frankie just might miss making the deadline in his english class to graduate... we will just have to wait and see...well I hear a lil lady making noise...so I better go...

reply