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Hi girls! Sorry I been MIA a little seems when I log on everyday nothing happens then when I disappear there are a bunch of posts .. is it me .. (smells pits) Do I smell? haha
Well .. Not much new here with violet she walks a few steps then plops on her butt - she is practicing I guess she dances her lil tush off though anytime any music is on she gets to twisting and flailing her arms around lol so funny! I am 10 weeks as of yesterday .. went by a lil fast 2 more weeks and the 1st tri is history ..scary cause i am in no rush here. I am also not sure if it is hormones or if it is just where I am but I hate her dad .. every SINGLE thing he says and does crawls under my skin and makes me want to strangle him. I felt this way before that is why I broke up with him but now I am preggo I really want to strangle him - every so often he tries to assert himself and it makes me jump all over him til he backs off totally and crawls back under his rock .. like I was telling him some names I liked and he is like ' yeah thats ok .. I dont like that one .. um thats cool I GUESS' and yet he offers no suggestions .. that is typical him though - shoot down all your ideas but he has NONE himself ..well FUK him I am going to come up with the names and he will have to deal in the end I get what I want PERIOD. We are not married .. he isnt the one pregnant for 9 months or the one willing to juggle work and kids and run around like a chicken with their head cut off to handle it all - nor is he the one to do anything that takes any responsibility to him being a dad is play time only - yuck i cant stand him he will never get on my good side til he shuts up and learns to be a little more considerate and a little more conscience of what comes out of his mouth when he speaks to me - Ok I am going to stop ranting lol .. one more thing though Violet is over 1 yrs old now .. he still doesnt have the carseat in his car .. and the one he installed in his parents was in wrong and when i called him on it he just goes 'o ..ok' no O shit really ..im sorry .. nope just O OK .. like I am a dick for saying something about it - he thinks if he sits in the back with her she will be ok regardless of how the seat is in .. what an IDIOT ok done now .. phew sorry about that haha

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