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I'm trying to enjoy my pregnancy to the best of my ability though I must admit that this morning sickness is quite terrible. I'm lucky if I can manage one small meal without being nauseated to the point of food avoidance. I feel that the father and I could do this, though he feels that he may not be ready to be a father. Though I am not that far along, I am already quite attached. I'm planning to call the OBGYN tomorrow morning to see when is the earliest I can squeeze in an appointment. I'm hoping that perhaps a doctors appointment will help connect the father more. I know he's worried thus he spends all his time thinking about my comfort levels and avoids all thought that this is his baby. Perhaps it'll help him see that if we really want this then we will find a way. Failing isn't an option. I am such an emotional wreck, bouncing back and forth from being utterly in love with this baby to breaking down in tears with anxiety. And the decision is still in the air as to what is going to happen. I wish I could sort and process my thoughts better.

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