I have just received my hcg levels at a mere 22. Can you believe it? I thought I was more pregnant than that, but I think it was wishful thinking. I haven't had a period since Jan 18, now Mar 22. I have never missed a period in my life except when pregnant. I have a 3 yr old boy but have been pregnant 7 times. 2 of those were terminations, however the other 3 (not including this one) were miscarriages. My Dr has told me not to get too excited because the levels are so extremely low. Either I am only 1 week pregnant or I am about to miscarry. I really dread going through that again. It is such a feeling of utter shame and inadaquacy. I know logically it's not my fault but in my heart it just hurts. I needed some support tonight after getting the results and was happy you gals are openly sharing your thoughts. THANK YOU ALL!
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