God help me, I don't know what to do wit...

Kara2007 - August 28th, 2007 11:20 AM
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God help me, I don't know what to do with all this stress. I haven't slept, I'm in so much pain I can walk, I can't sit, nor lay with any relief. The pain feels like it's in my bladder, but I've never felt such pain. I called my doc, waiting for him to call back. I'm giving him an hour or I'm goin to the ER. On top of that, the marriage is going horrible. I'm to the point where I wish I could stab him in the stomache so he could feel how I feel right now. He's not the emotional, nor supportive type. I tell him I hurt, he says he can't do anything, to change posistions. I tell him I'm scared and sad, he says what happens happens, there's nothing we can do. Well, no shit! But bleeding for fourteen days, being in pain for four, sleepless, wrestless, :(, it will be, yes, but WHAT?? I feel so alone right now, trying to balance being mom, and "loving" wife while on painful bedrest. Do you ladies feel the same? Is it this hard for us all? If I only had one awnser to one problem I'd be more at ease. Oh, and Allie- was up thinking about you last night. You said you keep m/c one after another. Have you let your body rest for a couple months? It takes so much out of you physically and mentally...give that a try. I wish you the best hun.


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