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Well I miscarried this afternoon at 3pm. Just wonderful. No one told me it was this painful. This is the worst period pain I've ever had in my life. Seems to me that HCG that tests lower than noraml (outside that vast HCG rage) is a SURE sign a miscarry is on the way. Doc told me he has little faith that I would continue. Even tho my HCG had been doubling correctly. It just started low. Too low.Just 9 at day 30 after LMP. I guess it's a learning expereince. After 5 failed IVF attempts I think you unfortunatly start to become a bit cynical. I'm starting to think that the Gods are just not on my side with this and that I should perhaps be starting to take the hint. (before I end up in the nut house)
Anyway, we have 3 more embryos in the freezer from this cycle but they are grade 2's. The 2 we put back this time were grade 1's. It doesn't leave you with much hope.

Anyway, I'm gonna take 2 months off from this stuff. I just a bad story but hey it's got to not work for some of us. This time it's me. All the best to everyone. As soon as this HCG diappears I'm gonna book me a facial, a pedicure, a massage and a holiday where I'm gonna drink lots of red wine, champagne and soft cheeses. Best of luck to all you gals. Deb

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